Obey the Chibi Dwagon!
Dec. 20th, 2012
01:45 am - Stories
I wrote another short story between calls at work about the relation between an intelligent prey and predator species living on the same planet. I hope it didn't come across as having too many disturbing implications. (Or is that a good thing? I can never tell)
I still haven't heard back from Analog about the first submission, but their average response time is five weeks and it's only been four. Plus holidays coming up... I figure it will still be a few weeks.
Nov. 23rd, 2012
02:46 pm - Submissions
I submitted a short story to Analog magazine in an attempt to be published. It's my first submission, so I'd be happy with just getting a response at all. Either way, wish me luck.
Nov. 20th, 2012
01:40 pm - Ouch
Got a tooth yanked today. I'm a bit upset about it, because my previous dentist root canal-ed it and it shouldn't have became infected unless he did it completely wrong. I like my new dentist at least, he seems more competent.
Nov. 5th, 2012
02:05 pm - Voted
Voted today. I hope the election isn't contested, because I don't want to hear another word from either of them.
Oct. 23rd, 2012
11:42 pm - Story
I submitted a short story to critique circle to get a few more opinions before submitting it to Asimov's. I'm hoping for at least a reply telling me why it isn't good enough. Anyway, the story will be at critique circle starting tomorrow for one week under my name there Blayze.
Oct. 14th, 2012
11:22 pm - Halloween
I'm going to a Halloween party on the 27th and will be dressing as Mario. I'm trying to get my roommate to be Luigi.
Oct. 5th, 2012
02:10 pm - Still reading on writing.
I think only Stephen King could curse at you in a book about how to write and still come off as fairly professional.
Oct. 3rd, 2012
09:30 pm - World Building
So I read that making a series bible was a good idea in one of my favorite writing advice blogs, so I decided to try to make one for the world that I'm writing for. It's actually a better tool than I expected, as writing out every characters motives, relationships, and abilities has shown me ways that they can be used more effectively. I would suggest doing this to anyone that wants to write a large novel, possibly even before writing about the world.
I feel like I started too late on this, but at least I got started.
Oct. 1st, 2012
12:22 pm - Publishing
Getting published is really a daunting task, which is probably why I've taken so long to get started. That makes less sense when I write it down.
I'm noticing a few bad habits that I have when I'm writing as well, so it looks like I'm going to run through another edit before officially starting to look for agents. Maybe that will give me some time to research agents as well.
Sep. 30th, 2012
06:20 pm - Still here
I guess I'm still here!
I've sorta been getting over some depression issues, and that is more or less why I haven't done anything at all, ever. I'm trying now to get back to trying to publish something and trying to finish some games I might have made. I wonder how many people even still look at this place.
Jun. 4th, 2010
12:27 pm - Book
So that thing I wrote for Nanowrimo a few years back? I have edited it a few times until I think it is good enough to really publish, and I have become quite determined about this over the past month or so.
Unfortunately for me, publishing takes a bit more than determination, and I will also have to save up money. Whether I make even a portion of said money back is yet to be seen.
The name is Haven: Breaking the Sky and it will be based on a story I had been developing in my head for probably 10 years prior to even having wrote it for Nanowrimo. Influences include Lexx, Doctor Who, and (believe it or not) the Princess Bride, though I was careful not to rip any of them off. The plot takes place in a world that is both medieval and post-apocalyptic, if that makes sense.
For a long time I had tried to make it a serious story, but finally discovered that I am a lot better at writing non-serious fiction bordering on humorously insane.
The purpose of saying all this is to see if any of you know any good artists that might be commissioned to help with such work. It'd be such a big project that I'm convinced I'll need to commission more than one artist. Good artists are almost always so busy though. Luckily I can do things like the web page myself, having a shoddy two year degree in web-design/programming, and may even make a few flash games to draw attention to it. Publishing it will cost somewhere between $1500 and $2000, and that price won't include advertising nor what I pay artists for commission work, so I need to look for free ways to advertise and do as much of the work as I am capable of myself. I can advertise on facebook and google and such, but need to think of catchy ads.
Anyone have experience with this sort of thing? Anyone published? I realize writing a book isn't the sort of thing to make you rich unless you have both amazing talent and incredible luck, but I would like to break even. In the end its just a childhood dream that I would very much like to realize.
In other news, I included a joking piece about this image in an old entry, saying that this little one was celebrating the mousie apocalypse. Somehow, this has caused this image to shoot to the top of google image results for 'mousie apolcalypse'. I'm proud.
May. 8th, 2010
09:07 pm - Moving
Akai has a room that is freed up, so I am going to move over there. It will cost me about the same, but I will have a real room instead of a basement and it will be slightly closer to work which will save a small amount on gas. I am giving my present roommates a while to find a replacement before I go, but went ahead and moved some of my non-vital stuff over there. His cats are sort of terrified of me, but they will get over it I suppose. I didn't know I was so scary looking.
I want to restart work on my fursuit and stuff, but will need to look up some sewing tutorials or something. Maybe I should start drawing again. I don't know, there is so much I used to enjoy doing and don't do now. Granted, I never drew that well, but still liked drawing.
My friend on facebook Justine Ryan sent me a short meditation that I can do a few times a day, and since I've been doing it my mood has improved significantly. I will see if that keeps up.
Apr. 22nd, 2010
10:34 am - Birdies
I got a conure from Pet Smart but I ended up taking it back the next day. It was showing signs of being depressed from mistreatment (like yanking out its own tail feathers). I should have known better than to buy one from Pet Smart. I was very sad at having to take it back because I felt very bad for it and I doubt it will fare any better than me for an owner. I originally was going to keep it for a week to see if I could pick up its spirits, but after this morning I decided it was going to be too hard for me to help it.
The thing is, in the few nice moments it had, I did find out it knew commands like 'step up' to get on someone's finger, so I think its breeder did train it properly. I suspect the mistreatment came after arriving at Pet Smart. Conures have to be paid attention daily or they will become very depressed, and it was all alone in its glass cage there for who knows how long; I seriously doubt they take them out to play with them. The employee there mentioned the tail yanking, so obviously they had realized it was upset and not given it any treatment or attention, or even put any new toys in its cage (it only had one in there).
Anyway I still have a fully decked out, huge cage, so hopefully I will find a good conure or cockatiel or something.
Apr. 21st, 2010
The world is a beautiful place. It is also a place tainted with an annoying populace who mostly lets the media and their religions think for them. They excel at chronic misdirecting of blame and falling naively into the verbal traps set by their favored politicians and religious leaders, who they think can do no wrong even when they obviously did. Most people are largely hypocritical, criticizing the other side for something while praising or rationalizing when their own side does the same thing. I hear about things that people do and I just want to bang my head on something.
Apr. 20th, 2010
11:34 am - Life
I am taking the next week off work next week to relax. I need to take my vacation before its time is up because the days don't roll over until next year. I think next year I should plan to coincide my vacation days with the times of seminars or conventions I want to attend, but some things I want to go to are far away and I am still afraid of air travel.
I have been thinking about getting a bird. I want a sun conure, but they are so hard to find locally it seems, and I do not want to have a bird shipped. Even if I trusted it to be safe I wouldn't want to take an animal that I had never met. Maybe I should just consider getting a few cockatiels. They are sweet birds and quieter, more common, and less expensive. But I waaaaant a sun conure D:
I ran a conference call thing for a Raelian online meditation when asked to by the local guides, and I guess I did okay with the power point and the web page and stuff. The others said I did great, but they are prone to laying on the compliments. I will keep doing that, it seems they are short on people to do that part.
I have been playing a lot of Fallout 3 because I found a mod that lets me be a burmecian while playing. Nothing like a rat in power armor wielding a plasma gun. Its a little silly when people in the game comment on how the character looks so much like their father, since due to the mod they obviously don't.
Apr. 13th, 2010
I thought about taking courses online at an online school, and they sound nice. But when I read reviews and stuff about them online, they didn't sound nearly as good and I don't know if it would be a waste of time and money or not. At the same time, I cannot afford the extra time it would take to actually attend classes at a traditional college. I wonder if anyone knows which online schools might actually be good schools and not just for profit organizations. I am afraid to go with any one because I usually make this type of decision wrongly.
I installed Fallout 3. Maybe I will play it some and see what its like.
I feel off and on, like I'm stressed one moment and okay the next then stressed again.
Apr. 12th, 2010
05:29 pm - Still here
I am still here. I am connecting this with facebook so my entries will show up there, and maybe will start posting here again. I am not sure how many friends still read this, if any. I feel very cut off from everyone as far as real life goes.
I don't have my rats anymore. The last one died, but I am not sure from what. Possibly the same lung infection most of the others had, but maybe she hid it better. She didn't seem as sick as the others leading up to it. Maybe she was just lonely without her sisters. I do not know if I will get another pet soon because it is too hard to loose them.
I am letting the roommates' cats come in the room for now and that will have to do. I rearranged my room and such and have been keeping it nice and neat and the like. I thought about working on my fursuit some more, but I still do not know how and haven't been able to get with the person that was helping me for a very long time. I got stuck on a part and couldn't get help on it, so I sort of just put it aside. Unfortunately I think the parts have decayed a bit and aren't really useful anymore. I may have to start over. I thought about drawing some too. I used to a great deal even if I was never very good. I give up too easily when I lack support. Maybe that's why I'm not doing anything at all of significance right now.
Aug. 30th, 2009
Its been a long time since I posted. I had no idea how long it had been since I posted. Its weird because I was just talking to someone about the subject matter in my last post. You know I still haven't bothered to get that zipper done. I just gave up, I always give up too easily. I have a lot of fluffy and nice sounding beliefs, I just never put them into proper practice. Either that or they are just a cover or excuse for not doing something that I wouldn't be capable of doing anyway.
I was very happy for a while, my journal says. I'm trying to find what I had that was making me happy, but it wasn't really anything concrete. It was just me choosing to be happy. Just like now, I can't really figure any concrete reason for me being unhappy and lazy, I just am. My diet sure isn't helping, and I'm surely not helping with my diet.
I am disappointed at someone who ran off on a good friend babsbunny. They just up and left and took all their things and even the art and things they had given her. I can't imagine actually having someone that loves me and just leaving them.
I only have one rat now, all the others have died. I want to get her a friend, but the other rats that I put in the cage with the sisters died of the same sickness and I think she is probably still carrying something that could kill any cage mates I add in. When her last sister died she stood in the corner of her cage and stared at the floor for almost two whole days, she was so sad. I was afraid she was going to stop eating, but she seems to be acting more normally since then. I want to hold her more, but she has become less friendly since she lost her sisters too and I don't think she understood where they went.
That is all for now. Its too much really
Mar. 11th, 2009
03:33 pm - Summary
I was a little ill with stuff in my stomach yesterday.
I need to sew the zipper onto my pattern suit thing but am having difficulty figuring out how.
Joann's sent me trashy mis-advertised objects for my order from them, and I don't think I'll be able to make an amulet out of them. I think I will look to see what other places I can buy crafting stuff from.
Mar. 9th, 2009
01:18 pm - Monies
I got a .74 raise at work ^_^ That will raise my monthly income by around $120 and will be very good for getting my cards and car paid off as soon as possible. Wheeeee.
Also I got a large check this pay period because I should have gotten this raise last September and they paid me back pay for that whole time.
Mar. 7th, 2009
10:33 pm - Eating
We only had one other person to talk to when I went out for lunch today but it was still much fun to meet them. The salmon was good too, but the restaurant was a bit busier than we expected cause a whole wrestling team showed up or something. I need to find a nice quiet place in this area.
I have not much else to write about today ^_^ I have done more sewing on my fursuit pattern thing though :)
Mar. 6th, 2009
Tomorrow I am going to be available at Champ's at 1827 Olentangy River Road from 2 to 4 PM with another Raelian to answer questions from a few people that wanted to meet with us. They are students in a comparative religion class I believe. If anyone else wants to show up, look for me, and ask questions or just listen they may do so. Let me know if you are going to so I can make a place for you.
Franklin University sent my welcome package to the wrong address. I'm not sure why they were using the old address they somehow had on file when I put a different address into the form to have the packet sent. I learned how tuition reimbursement worked here at Teleperformance though, and I think I will be able to get a good deal back out of my expenses.
I need to get more social, but I'm torn because the more social I am the more I run the risk of dramatic people being... dramatic. I try to lighten people up sometimes, but have mixed results. On a positive note, the last time I tried I was rewarded with the mental image of awolf in a bikini. Mmmmmm. ^_^
Mar. 5th, 2009
04:12 pm - the Mousie Apocalypse
Flip and Toggle have stuffed an impossible amount of paper shreddings into their nest, yet it doesn't seem full. I am beginning to suspect that their mousie house is actually a TARDIS. Their food also disappears faster than they could possibly eat it, I think it might be being stuffed in there too. Maybe they are stockpiling for the mousie apocalypse. A google image search claims that the included picture is related to "mousie apocalypse", so maybe that isn't such a bad thing after all.
I am sewing more on my fursuit, but it is tedious. Its okay if I watch other stuff while doing it. Also: I ordered stuff from JoAnn's online (because some of it was 'only available online') and will try to make a symbol with it. If it works out, mayhaps I will make symbols for other people too, whatever symbol they want. Or it will not work out, and I will not :p
Mar. 4th, 2009
09:33 am - Invasion! Also crafts.
And the winner of yesterday's poll is.... Rapebot 3000! However the invasion quickly backfired when our enemies mistook the attack for a gesture of love and good will. They sent Rapebot 5000 as a return gift to show their thanks.
In the real world I worked on sewing yesterday with Ostrich who taught me how and will be doing more of that for my fursuit pattern. Thank you ^_^ I am still thinking about making a symbol for myself, I need to go to a craft store and get some pieces to make into one. Any ideas for carving or otherwise imprinting a symbol on a stone or glass surface for a medallion?
Miss Flip has stuffed an impossible amount of nesting material into the ferret tower. I have some pics of her and Toggle.. but I can't find the usb cable to attach my camera to my computer to get the pictures >.>
Mar. 3rd, 2009
01:16 pm - telekinetic nibbling
My rats do not get into my clothes, but I always end up with holes in my shirt that looks like it was nibbled by a rat. Maybe they are doing it automagically. My coworker says that he'd rather them be pyrokinetic with laser eyes; this is the kind of people I work with.
Also: HYPERDRIVE! Scientist always use sci-fi terms for new technology and theories. Anyway IF a new hypothesis pans out, we may be able to build a hyperdrive that will get us to the nearest star in only 30 days. Thankfully it will be decades even if it turns out to be a valid theory, because I don't think anyone else wants our civilization star hopping with our present habits. We'd end up invading Alpha Centauri with giant mechs or cat-girl androids. A POLL!
What should we invade Alpha Centauri with?
I am thinking of making a symbol for myself to wear on a necklace. Anyone now about carving/engraving/painting a symbol on turquoise or the like or attaching it to a chain?
Feb. 20th, 2009
10:03 pm - again
When I went to clean their cage I found little Flip was dead in their nest. I don't know what to do because Toggle has the same swelling and I am afraid if I try to get it removed she will die too but if I don't it might grow to be huge. I feel bad because if I had just left well enough alone Flip would have had a better life.
This is the third rat I have lost in not much more than a year. I don't think I will own any more rats because it is too hard on me.
Feb. 18th, 2009
I finished cutting out my fursuit pattern.
I am thinking about going back to college. I would like to get into AI, but there aren't any colleges nearby that have an MS for that, it requires at least an Masters I'm sure. I will get some advice and maybe start with a four year computer science degree with electives in philosophy or the like.
I need to take pictures of mousies. And me.
Feb. 17th, 2009
Flip got her stitches out and seems to feel better now that she isn't having to take meds. I put her back in the section of the cage with her sisters and they all seemed happy to be back together. Her sisters have spent the last week trying to break her out of her separate cage area but I couldn't let them see each other long because her sisters decided that her bandaging and stitches required immediate removal via rat-teef. Anyway once I put her back in she immediately found her sister and preened her while she ate without even trying to steal her food ( that's a big thing for a rat :p ). Then they all went and snugglefluffed in their nest. I am still worried because Flip is very thin now, but I am hoping that's just cause she was medicated and she will eat more now.
I am thinking about college and I feel like I am almost getting too old to start again. But I can't decide what I would take anymore. I do well at programming I suppose, but also did well with physics and such a while ago. I wanted to do something that would make me feel ok and like I was helping people though, not just something to make money.
I worked on my fursuit pattern a little bit and cut some of it out. I will try to do more tonight.
Feb. 16th, 2009
I am going to take Flip rattie to the vet to get her stitches and stuff removed today. I hope she will be okay after that. I have so much other stuff I need or want to do.
Feb. 2nd, 2009
01:25 pm - Mousies
First day of my week long vacation to relax and I found a little tumor on Flip's tummy and had to rush her to the vet :( They are removing it and I am suppose to call back at 4 to check on her.
Jan. 30th, 2009
I'm sorry I haven't responded to many of my friend's journals. I really keep meaning to read them but just get overwhelmed with other stuff.
I took a week off from work this next week just to use up vacation time so it doesn't go to waste, but I don't have anywhere to go. Unfortunately it will also probably be too snowy to go anywhere, but if any of you want to suggest something please do.
Jan. 22nd, 2009
Jan. 4th, 2009
This is why I told people not to give me anything for Christmas. Every single thing I got for my birthday or Christmas depressed me in some manner. I'm so frustrated right now about so many things.
Nov. 26th, 2008
So my car payment is $150 less a month now, which is good, but I miss my Prius and all its buttons T.T New car is Mitsubishi Lancer and doesn't have any neat buttons inside :( Still I have hope of actually paying this one off in decent time which is always good.
Nov. 23rd, 2008
Sometimes I think I am the only person at work that shows up consistently and on time. Even the shift after me, I had to stay a bit late yesterday waiting for at least one of them to show up. I mean if you had to show up for work at 3 pm, would it really be that hard to be on time?
So I suppose today when I go on break or lunch, anyone that calls in will just have to wait for me to get back.
Nov. 20th, 2008
10:23 pm - Room and rats
I got a desk and better folding table and set them up in my room. It took a long time to put together and then clean up but my room looks nice now, for a basement. I have been cleaning up the main apartment more too, though its hard to keep up with. I sort of got depressed afterwards though because I realized how pointless it is to make a nice room when no one ever comes to visit me.
I also fed rats their worming medicine. If you think its hard to feed a cat or dog medicine they don't like, you should try a squirming little rattie. Luckily they scarfed half of it down before they realized it was medicine and not treat, which made it a little easier. I gave them each a grape to nom after so they would know I still love them.
Nov. 18th, 2008
02:16 pm - Fursuit making
xolo helped me do the duct tape dummy to start my fursuit. He taped me all off and then cut me out of it. He also heartlessly tried to gut me with the scissors! :(! Except not really, but I got a little bitty cut when getting out of it. Afterwards we stuffed it with cottony stuff and he told me what I would need to get next. We will meet again next Monday to do more stuff after I get more things from the store this week.
I really should have gotten pics of me all taped up, but I forgot to get out my camera.
After I make a dragon, I think I want to make a burmecian fursuit. That would be neat ^.^ Or ratonga, but I can't decide entirely. I have a collection of Freya stuff so prolly Freya Crescent. Her costume will be harder than the actual fursuit though.
Nov. 14th, 2008
First, random political wisdom of the day from GraphJam
( Under a cutCollapse )
Secondly, win of the day: Prisoner escapes by mailing himself in a Fed-Ex package.
I've been playing EQ2 a bit more. My mousie character got a new random and useless clockwork pet for her house. I really need to make another mousie house video.
I've had lot of nice people added to my friends list lately too. Hello nice people ^.^ Welcome to crazy guy's journal o.o;
Nov. 13th, 2008
07:56 pm - Gods bless Japan
And now for your moment of random. Virtual cookie for those that recognize the song.
And then, everything exploded.
Nov. 12th, 2008
10:10 pm - Room
Me rearranged my room. I need a new desk too though, because right now I am just using this card table for a desk. I am trying to wait til I have more money but I really want to make things look nice. Why? I dunno, not like anyone ever comes and looks at my room >.>
My paid for LJ account is expiring. Then it will revert to another type of account, though not really sure what that entails because I forget what it didn't have before it was a paid account.
Nov. 11th, 2008
08:23 am - Me will do it
I'm going to trade in my hybrid on something less expensive and see if I can get something with 'decent' gas mileage that will run me significantly less on car payment. Unless one of you want to buy a 2005 Prius, make a good offer, and get here to get it ^.^
I loooove my Prius, but I do not love the payment.
Anyway I'm hoping the place I bought it from will give me a good offer since they have regularly sent me trade in offers and since I have the little stamp book where they stamped it when they gave eaach 5000 mile maintenance.
I'm going to give it at least a week before I unpack all the stuff I packed to move, just in case a new place comes up.
Nov. 10th, 2008
Well all the plans I made around moving to Hawk's place are bust. It doesn't look like he will be offering it after all, I just wish the offer to rent it had been made to me before it was made to the people who had trashed it. So I have a lot of things I need to unpack again and am now looking for a place in Columbus where either my share will be less than it is now (I pay $300 as a share of rent/utilities each month as I am one of three) or closer to work (which is Teleperformance on Equity Drive in Columbus Ohio). Or hell, closer to any Teleperformance location. I guess they are all over and I could transfer.
I'm at a crossroads in my life where I don't really know what to do and don't have anything I particularly look forward to doing. I need goals but I just don't know what to make them.
Also: raptorianone says I must do this meme.
Comment to this post and I'll:
a) Tell you why I friended you.
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you.
d) Tell you a memory I have of you.
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
g) in return, you must post this on your own lj.
I'll let you out of 'g' if you didn't specifically comment about the meme part. Unless you are convenient to hunt down and nom on. Then I'll do that.
Nov. 9th, 2008
My bio rambles. What are good ways to improve my bio in my user info? ^.^
Tell me.. OR ME SHALL NOM YOUR HEAD.
Okay, my other personality aside, I am feeling slightly better about myself, mainly after expanding and trying to get to know people in circles other than my own. I actually find myself busy with social things and ideas, which is good.
I need someone in this area to help me make a duct tape dummy for fursuit construction. Any volunteers to help me with this? This is basically where you coat me with duct tape while I'm in old clothing, then very carefully cut me out. Then we tape it back together and stuff it so that I have a double of my size to fit costume parts to when I'm making it. I have more detailed instructions that we'd need to follow and it'd take a few hours XD
Quote of the day:
"Man, blaming the GOP for everything is great! It's just one letter off from blaming the GOD for everything, *and* it's actually real. :D" - ragarth (not to be taken seriously, by the way :P )
Nov. 8th, 2008
07:28 am - Stuff
( Cute pic of the dayCollapse )
And your quote of the day:
I can picture in my mind a world without war, a world without hate. And I can picture us attacking that world, because they'd never expect it.
- Jack Handey
Thanks for your words of wisdom, Jack. >.>
We'll use robots. And lasers. And genetically engineered cat-girls. And pirates.
I'm actually meh today, but actually posting honest things about how sad I am tends to turn people off, so instead you have random.
Nov. 7th, 2008
11:10 am - Graph Jam and Politics
( Ah graphjam, you sum up my life so well.Collapse )
Maybe if you replace 'women' with just 'people'.
On politics and then on religion:
The religious right can celebrate their victory on Prop 8, though I hope it costs the LDS Church their tax exempt status, but gay marriages being allowed is inevitable. People will not give up, and most of those against it are old. Unless they can somehow get more young people to agree with them, which I don't think they can as feverishly as gay rights groups are working to educate people, they are doomed to be fewer with each passing generation. They can't fully grasp the futility of what they do.
Also: If being gay was wrong or unnatural, 'God' wouldn't have made our bodies so that getting cocked up the ass felt good. Seriously. What creationist explanation could there be for that? (for that matter what evolutionist reason could there be for that o.o) Only one. God wanted people to be free to enjoy it. This is the contradiction they must deal with; they say he's perfect yet his 'perfect creation' screams out against their beliefs that are supposed to be based on the creator.
And now, the evilest cat in the whole wide world:
Nov. 4th, 2008
Well I voted weeks ago, you guys are just getting to it? XD
I am working on nanowrimo some too, but I am having conflicting feelings. I have a few versions of the story in my head. One that is pretty clean, one that is a bit naughty and rough, ranging up to one in which even most of the protagonists and even my alter ego are killed, sometimes by each other. Its hard to gauge exactly where I should put the violence and sex level at because I like naughty but don't want it to seem like I just wrote a screwfest or violencefest and nothing else ^.^
That and there is always the issue with people that think because you write about something, you must want to do it in real life.
This is something I actually really want people's opinion on, especially those on my friends list I see writing stories or talking about stuff, so please please share it. Tellll meeeeee.
Nov. 1st, 2008
07:23 am - Halloween party
I with to awolf's halloween party and there were sooo many people there ^.^ Some were really cute and others were just awesome. I got to meet a few people but sadly I am too tired to say much about it. Anyone else that wants to say much about it is free to ^.^
We spent time playing smash brothers and also some halloween type board games, and then had a raffle for really bad porn. Mostly really bad. SOME was good. Maybe half.
There was a Jesus, a Buddha, some soldiers, two sexy furry french maids, kitsune, little red riding whore, some fairy peoples, and a dalmation puppy that sat in my lap and wriggled. >.>
Also: Nanowrimo started.
Oct. 31st, 2008
I'm going crazy, I could swear that my friends list entries keep re-arranging themselves as I attempt to read them sequentially >.>
So then, I stole this from diadexxus, so go ask her a dirty question.
I mean any question >.>
"Ask me a question about anything you want...love, life, hobbies, whatever. All answers will be posted in the comments section of this entry unless you leave me an email address and ask me to respond privately to the question. This is totally open, and pretty much everything is fair game."
I know I do this periodically and don't get that big of a response, but oh well :P
My question for you: How well should you know someone before asking them out? I mean I'm always afraid of seeming creepy, but people tend to get snatched up before I get the nerve to do so. All the people I have dated have always made the first move, come to think of it. I don't think I've ever actually asked anyone out.
Oct. 28th, 2008
10:40 am - Thought of the day
The lesson: There's never a bad time to be naked. Ever.
Also, I want to get a fursuit made and learn Spanish before April.
Oct. 27th, 2008
- Going to start nanowrimo soon. I'm still deciding if I should try to make my story serious or just say screw it and include fully inappropriate material in it. I am a pretty inappropriate person I guess, despite the fact that I've only had it like once in the past several years. >.> You know who you are!
- Seven days until we get to stop hearing about this election, and start hearing the looser complain that the winner cheated instead.
- I am wanting to go to awolf's Halloween party and am looking for other local events to get re-involved and maybe.. meet people or something that might be interested in me.
- I don't have a costume, but should probably start working on that fursuit I keep meaning to make. Anyone happen to have patterns or stuff for that?
- I'm having a harder and harder time staving off depression by being happy. It doesn't help that I haven't really been meditating like I was before lately, in fact that's likely the primary reason. I don't feel very balanced right now and keep wanting to curl up and sleep rather than doing anything.
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